Should I??

Assalam,

Disepanjang minggu lepas saya mengikuti kursus di pusat latihan kami.

Selepas tamat kursus itu which was more work related than spiritually, I found it interesting to up our game in the way we work.  A lot have changed since my years of working i.e. be it process, procedures, standards, etc.  It is also good for me to attend this type of course to learn the experience from others and to compare best practice.  Seeing the younger generation during the course, the way they think were far different then during my time.

What I found out at the end of the course was that what I planned last year to improve my understanding in other areas and to start in May 2012, was actually in this course.  What I ddin't realised was that some aspect of the course I attended offer what I had planned.  So, should I proceed or not by sacrificing my family time etc to do this for 18 months?  A lot of sacrifices for me!!  I need to think thoroughly and choose the right path.

These are new to me especially the content is not in my field of expertise.  It includes various other aspect some technical, some commercial..etc  I don't know whether I can do this. 

Do I have the courage to do this?

I pray to HIM to guide me to do the right thing.

Ya Allah, sekiranya ia nya baik buat ku, iman ku dan keluargaku, aku redha.  KAU berilah kekuatan dan kesabaran bagi ku dan keluargaku dalam menempuh ujian ujian MU. 

Ya Allah, sekiranya ianya buruk buat ku, iman ku dan keluargaku, KAU tunjukilah yang baik buat ku.