Assalam,
15th April 2012
She has gone 3 months plus. But it was either on the 8th or 9th of April that I dreamt of her. I called out to her but vividly I can't remember what was in my dream. I only knew I called out her name out loud. I was in UK then visiting my daughter and luckily my daughter didn't hear me. Astaghfirullah. I left it at that.
After arriving home from UK, tonight I sms to her niece to check for any latest news. Alhamdulillah, I heard the good news. She is back in the country. I was excited!
I asked for her hp. Before calling her I checked with her niece whether I should call or not and due to it was late already, I thought maybe she was already asleep. Finally I took the courage to call her because I really miss her.
Hearing her voice at the other end, I didn't speak but just listening her voice at the other end for a few seconds. I finally gave her greetings. I have to stop myself from crying when talking to her. After asking for her news etc, I eventually can't stop myself as my voice cracked and my tears started to fall.
I sat on the stairs in darkness after talking to her as every body has gone to bed. I wiped my tears and gone to my room so that my husband didn't see it. While laying in bed, I keep saying "Alhamdulillah" till I fall asleep.
I can't wait to see her......insya Allah.
After arriving home from UK, tonight I sms to her niece to check for any latest news. Alhamdulillah, I heard the good news. She is back in the country. I was excited!
I asked for her hp. Before calling her I checked with her niece whether I should call or not and due to it was late already, I thought maybe she was already asleep. Finally I took the courage to call her because I really miss her.
Hearing her voice at the other end, I didn't speak but just listening her voice at the other end for a few seconds. I finally gave her greetings. I have to stop myself from crying when talking to her. After asking for her news etc, I eventually can't stop myself as my voice cracked and my tears started to fall.
I sat on the stairs in darkness after talking to her as every body has gone to bed. I wiped my tears and gone to my room so that my husband didn't see it. While laying in bed, I keep saying "Alhamdulillah" till I fall asleep.
I can't wait to see her......insya Allah.
"O Allah, don't let us ever turn away from YOU,
no matter how many trials and difficulties YOU test me with,
Let these difficulties serve to make us stronger and more sincere to YOU."
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